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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 9:57 AM

Mood: Euphoric

† Riku †

Song of the Day: Nothing I won‘t Give- Vic Mignogna.
AMV: ---

~²ºº8~News~²ºº8~
± I just need to get this out…I’m just so sick of holding everything in and it’s coming to a point that I’ve been thinking of the worst again.

I pretty much came to the conclusion that I need to move out and stop living with my parents. Every time I do something they just yell at me because I’m trying to have fun. I live up to their standards enough! I work 40 hours a week, I pay my part and do everything they want me to. I guess they just want a damn medal for parent of the year or something when they yell at me for having an interest in Animation.
I stopped drawing, I hate how I look, My whole life is a god damn lie! And I live through it everyday.
Really if it wasn’t for Sora, I wouldn’t be living today or getting through this. She’s really the only one I can count on that will be there everyday and allow me to live my life the way I want to. And that’s what I want to do…But I can’t. One more year of High school…Sixteen hours away…The only way I’m connected is through the phone and the computer and I went through seven years of this torture without saying a word or complain about it until now.
My father is yelling at me again, my sister hates me for dragging her into it and my mother is holding me her by guilt. I’m putting myself down for even trying to be like someone I’m not, jumping to conclusions, and starting to feel alone.

I know I’m ranting and I feel really bad about it, but like I said...I need to get it out before I completely quit on everything. I’m clinging as hard as I can to my goal of being one of the best Riku cosplayers…though its starting to slip now just like my ability to draw.

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Current Residence: USA
Interests: Cosplay, Drawing, Sora~<3
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Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts/ FinalFantasy Crisis Core
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~surrounded-darkness

9 hours 48 minutes ago

You're welcome! I love your cosplays! ^^ -hugs-

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

*twinfools

19 hours 31 minutes ago

Thank you so much for the

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~Proud member of Fighting Dreamers Productions~

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

21 hours 42 minutes ago

sure lal

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

22 hours 36 minutes ago

Care to switch then? XD

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

23 hours 58 minutes ago

nice lal i know i am not and i don't want to be

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

1 day 2 hours ago

No not yet TT
>D But I am determined to be!

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

1 day 9 hours ago

wow aren't you popular on DA

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

1 day 10 hours ago

Yay! XD I just realized what you were talking about when I looked at your journal.

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~surrounded-darkness

1 day 10 hours ago

x.x I'm getting them from two conventions and the normal fan adds for other things.

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

*submindy

1 day 19 hours ago

you're already on it Riku-kun

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When I fall into the void what do you think I will see?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

1 day 19 hours ago

yea same for me i am getting alot of messages from people i met at the convention

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

1 day 20 hours ago

XD I'm being added to the family page? Yay! ^^

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

*submindy

2 days 2 hours ago

Riku I'm so glad you found me!! I hope you don't mind but I'm adding you to my family on my page. And I was so glad to have met you at the con, it was a blast to hang out with you

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When I fall into the void what do you think I will see?

~surrounded-darkness

2 days 9 hours ago

XD Well, you found me anyways! And now I have to figure out how to keep up with all these messages I'm getting x.x;

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

3 days 2 hours ago

no you didn't -_-

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

3 days 3 hours ago

I dunno...You could of just looked up Riku and got me, but I didn't tell you that.

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

3 days 7 hours ago

it is a little hard

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~surrounded-darkness

3 days 7 hours ago

XD How could you not!

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~Uchiha-Tora-Shi

3 days 8 hours ago

Riku i finally found your DA

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SasuNaru means much yaoi love

also Itachi Uchiha is mine

~aria3128

5 days 5 hours ago

lol..i can't stop it..cause it's the only nickname i can remember...i can however avoid saying peoples names now..it's a trick i picked up. since i can't remember someones name just start a conversation with them. by looking em in the eyes when talking..it works...

that or i could avoid her all together..whcih would suck for me..i don't think she'd care much...

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-Arias

~surrounded-darkness

5 days 20 hours ago

Yeah...And she hates it.

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~aria3128

6 days 3 hours ago

ahhhhh....hhhhhh.hhhhh. okay..yeah i'll stick to daisuke..it's the same with krad when they started calling her other names the only one that'd stick was krad...lol...still does..

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-Arias

~surrounded-darkness

6 days 21 hours ago

My nickname is Riku or Daisuke now.

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

~aria3128

Jun 26, 2008, 12:31:34 PM Mood: Stupefied

? now i'm confused

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-Arias

~surrounded-darkness

Jun 25, 2008, 9:45:30 PM

XD Ah, that will do it. But then how could you miss the point I'm getting acrossed with Riku?

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Sora- Don't mess with me! I got a pocket in my chicken!!
Riku- ....Don't you mean chicken in your pocket?

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